WILD CONCERT

Well let me tell you that Luke Bryan cocert at SPAC was WILD. I went with 4 friends and we have never danced, flirted, and partied as much as we did that night. We had our cowboy boots, plaid shirt, jeans, just going crazy. Concert ended at 11, got back to friends house around 130, then had a bombfire and stayed up till around 4 partying. Homemade Shirley Temples. Yum!!
Then went to bed around 430. 
Waking up next morning was not fun. We had pounding headaches, and just felt sick. We had breakfast then literally went back to bed for 2 hours. I would totally redo that night minus partying at 4am.

Letting people in Life

Well, you know how people say "I will always be there for you", well thats a lie for some people. I knew this person for acouple years, i used to tell this person everything about me. Then after vacation, we talked once, and i lost one person i trust. This person was my friend.
The week, i need someone to talk to, i have NOONE. This has been the longest, worst week ever. I dont get appreciated for anything i do. I dont get any sort of respect/privacy while doing College work. I cant make any choices of my own. Get the point? I dont want to continue.
I just wish, i could let people in my life, without them leaving.

TRUE QUOTES

“Some people are brought into your life to be mirrors, to show you behaviors and habits that need to change.”

"True Friends&Family&Teachers  won’t grow apart, even if they don’t talk everyday"

Timing is everything. When you’re REALLY ready for it, it will come.”

TEACHER ASSISTANT

Well, i PASSED. My Teacher assistant test. All the stressing i did, and i didnt even need to worry. I scored a 239.
I guess things are finally starting to come together for me. I GUESS THINGS DO START TO GET BETTER. Now that i passed, i know some great teachers that are going to help me fill out some job applications and look for a job. Im starting online classes on the 26th of this month.
Im finally starting to be happy, dont know how long it will last though.

Health

Ok, everyone is probably wondering, "What the heck, is this", well i tell you.

Everyone worries about the stupid crap in life, and not the things that matter most. Wonder what that is???
Well, some people dont pay enough attention to their health and family like they should. Take me for example. I pay attention to getting negative attention, lying to get attention, creating drama. When i should pay attention to my health.
Same goes for your family. Your surrounded by people you love everyday. You dont want to go through life, living with regrets. Dont not pay attention to the important things cause you want to party, or you dont get along with people.
I will give an example, since they are good to learn from.

Ok, well like i mentioned, i dont pay attention to the important things as much as i should. I pay more attention to lying, than i do my health, i pay more attention to the negative attention, than i do family. Well, here is why you need to change, if your like me.

"While lying to someone special the other day, i was having sharp migrane pain, stomach bothering me, and felt dizzy, well did i go to doctor or stay home and lie more? Keep in mind, i have high blood pressure sometimes. Well, i stay home, i figured ' oh im fine, just need to eat something or take tylenol.' Well i was wrong, i was still sick and was like whatever.
Wednesday update: I still feel sick, my stomach hurts, feel like i could throw up.
The key point is pay attention to everything. That why im going to doctors, to see what is wrong!

Wild Night Out!!!

Well, last night was a FUN, CRAZY GIRLS NIGHT. 
First they surprised me with a Graduation party, then Dinner at Panera Bread(interesting), and then a bomb fire.
I had a blast, my friends are the best, although there not a good influence everyonce inawhile, they are fun to be around. 
The whole day was pretty much crazy, between loosing our bathingsuit bottoms, to flirting with a guy at Panera. After all that fun, we went and had a bomb fire, roasted smores and jammed and partied with music. One Crazy night!!!

Night Ended with me going to SPAC on Sunday for a Concert, wont be coming home till 200am, then COLLEGE THE NXT DAY. Better not get to crazy w/friends

DRAMA???

Im writing this blog, so everyone can learn from my mistake, so they hopefully dont do the same.
I saw this binder, and i thought of myself. You would think i would have learned through going through "CRAP" in school. Well i didnt, im still creating DRAMA out of nothin. If its not a fight, ill make somethin up.  Its been getting me introuble with some people. Ive been creating DRAMA & LYING to people to get attention, im still doing it, its a reall bad thing to do. You dont need to lie to get attention(think i mentioned that before). Its gonna get me yelled at, cause i told everyone i was done w/drama and lying. Im learning, and i hope everyone does the same.