Birthday Weekend!!!

Well, i have not written in a bit. I have had alot going on. I just Celebrated my birthday on Valentines Day! It started off great on Thursday, my favorite class i volunteer in, sang me Happy Birthday, and i gave them Valentines Day goody bags. On my actual birthday, it started great, we had a little party with the family, and i got my gifts. Then it started going downhill from there.(There always need to be a fight 😔😪) We however managed to get together for dinner at the Cheesecake Factory. Then Saturday night, my 3 girlfriends and i went to the mall and ate Dinner, then went to the Movies. Being crazy 17-19 year old "kids" we are,we went to Almost every clothing store(killing time) and tried on so many clothes. (We almost got kicked out!!!haha). Then on our way to the movies, we got stopped by Mall Security. They needed to check our ages. We had some great times! I had a Friend fall on the Escalater, one fall in the restaurant, then one spill there drink! While, im suffering from a Headache, and Stomach ache writing this. Yea!

Great Birthday Weekend??!! Well, we can say that :(

Dont want to right everything. Just got home, tired, have work at 8, and i will just get upset/ aggravated if i write everything. I will write tomorrow, some things, and how i handled them. Stayed tuned, it will be up around 10pm!  

Update from last blog: Dad2 and i have been talking. He a course still does not trust me, believe me on things. We talked and we didnt totally agree with each other, however some how i managed to get mad at him. THowever, the outcome was that if i use inappropriate language, lie, he will text me "done", and i will be cut off.  It kinda is like "walking on egg shells" when i am talking to him. Im afraid if i say something, i will regret it and he will text me "done".

Sorryy Dad

I dont know how to Explain what i did was wrong, i dont know how to tell you how sorry i am. But im gonna try, so here it goes. 

I know what i did was wrong. You probably want a explanation. I know after you read this, you will be real mad at me. Even though i Apologize it wont help, because it lost its meaning. 

 Well, i was a bad "Daughter", i took advantage of your help, and pushed your buttons. I was testing you, to see if you would actually "cut me off". Then to lie to try to cover it up. I have no idea, why i would do that to you. I appreciate your help, i call you and look up to you as another father. Im Really Really sorry. I feel really bad for what i did.

Dad2

Im very sorry for what i said the other day. In hindsight, my behavior was extremely disruptive and disrespectful to you.You can expect better and more appropriate behavior from me in the future. I have learned from this experience. I recognize your commitment to teach me the knowledge I need to succeed. I hope you can forgive me. I hope our relationship is undamaged from my actions and that I can continue to learn and grow under your guidance.

Love,

Kenzie.

Midnight bowling drink

So my friends and i went to midnight bowling. We had this drink, and it was actually ok. We also had our Shirley Temples!! Just thought i would post this. Other people actually liked the shirley temple post. Well, im going to bed, goodnight. Please like or comment if u try this drink!

Christmas spirit

Hey, hey, hey white drops are fallin 

Hey, hey, hey the angels are callin 

Yeah, yeah, yeah Jesus a rising

Christmas is a coming

Hang up your stockings

Christmas is a coming

Angels are coming, so better start believing 

Everyone celebrates, time to start giving

So start this song

Hey, hey,hey Santa is on its way

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah season's greetings

Yeah,yeah,yeah time for caroling. 

Christmas is a coming 

Happy New Year

Christmas is a coming

Ribbons and wrappers 

Christmas tree is all shining

Get all dressed up

hey,hey,hey Merry Christmas

Yeah,yeah,yeah wishing a new year

Hey,hey,hey the world is white and clear

Say no more Christmas is a coming

 Hey,hey,hey no more glooming 

yeah,yeah,yeah there is more blooming

hey,hey,hey everything is ready

Christmas a coming

Update: Final week before christmas break for everyone. I did volunteer work again this week. We had our Christmas party, and did crafts. At the end of the day, they gave me a gift, it was so sweet. They gave me a Apple cinnamon candle. When i brought them up for dismissal, i actually got teary eyed. Didnt cry likethe teacher did, haha   . I had 5 kids hugging me, asking me to come back, there exact words  " Miss Mackenzie, can you please come back after break" " Miss Mackenzie, we love having you in, you are the best Student Teacher".  I love doing volunteer, i cant wait to actually teach them. That class is my favorite, and   I love those cray, kids.  

Stressful life

Well, my life has been stressful lately, many fights going on in my life. Ive been getting involved or getting stressed over BS that dosent involve me. When i get worked up, my blood pressure gets high, therefore my blood pressure has been high. I try to be the person that stops the fighting, but i only make it worse. I have been getting involved more than i should have. 

My grades were not what i wanted them to be. I feel i will have people being dissapointed in me because they know im a smart girl, and im capable of doing better. On that note, i know what i need to do nxt semester to bring my grades higher.  

Update12/24 I got a C in every course. Final GPA was a 2.00

I have been LYING. I lied to somebody i REALLY should not have, I have been trying to stop. I stoped for awhile. I did it to cover the way i feel, and to protect both mine and his feelings. However, it only hurts that person, and gets me introuble. Im probably gonna be cut off next time, if he does not catch me, with this one.

Usually my blood pressure is high, well i have not been feelin well so i had my aunt look at me. I have had low sugar one day, high the next. I have had alot going on.

Im completly stressed to the max. My aunt is in the Hospital Hospice care unit, i have two jobs i have been workin, and im going back to school in two weeks. I also just break up with my boyfriend. Nothing can seem to go my way. Im just emotionally drained. 

Thanksgiving Day Challenge

Your mission for Thanksgiving was to send people "Happy Thanksgiving and Thank You"!!

Some people forwarded me there message. As i promised, i would post mine. 

Who i thanked(other than my family)

My 12th grade science tutor who is like a dad to me. Thank you for always being here for me, and never giving up on me.

My friends who keep me out of trouble. Who are here for me, who i can talk to about everything  

Thanksgiving Challenge

 #Thanksgiving Challenge -- find someone you are grateful for and thank them!!!! Tell them why you are grateful for them being in your life.!!!! 

Happy Thanksgiving!

If you don't see them call or text them, send then a email, a letter. 

Just send "Thank You, and explain why"

Post some as a comment, tweet them to me, i would like to hear some. Ill post mine, in next post!!!